I haven't felt this shit in a very long time. It could be to do with one main factor, and it probably is. I don't know if its stupid, I don't, all I know is that I feel under-appreciated. A joke. A complete and utter dickhead. I hate looking vulnerable as it is. I'm so angry. I don't know why, really. All I feel is love, an undeniable urge to give happiness... but after a moment, it's completely disregarded and forgotten - and that is what I fear is about to happen to me. Disregarded and forgotten.
I don't necessarily want "things". Sometimes I don't even want words. Maybe just a look, or a gesture. When I know, I'll know - and I don't.
I'm just so fucking angry.
